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2.4.08 - 9.45pm
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love is giving someone the
ability to destroy you but
trusting them not too
i wish i could trust people
i'm scared.. i'm not going
to lie.. i've never been so
happy in my life, but how do
I know the same shit doesn't
happen behind my back?
I want to prove Paramore wrong
"once a whore you're nothing more"
I want it to really be over
I want him for myself
I love Tyler Andrew.
I want everything to be okay.
Oh school sucks, i'm gonna drop out
not really, but i wish
I want a baby girl. (in 10 years)
Make that 2.
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9.26.07 - 12.33am
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im not happy with myself right now at all..
im fat
my teeth arent white
im fat
i have acne
im fat
i have no money
im fat
i have a headache
im fat
i need new clothes
im fat
school is kicking my ass
oh, and im fat
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9.1.07 - 11.57pm
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wow.. how things have changed since my last entry.. that boyfriend.. yeahh that didnt last to long.. and the whole not working a day in my life.. yeah i work every fucking day of my life.. andddd i love it :) um.. school is amazing, im so glad im outta high school.. new boy is amazing as well :) and well i still love my life, so that hasnt changed.. and i dont feel like talking to myself still so PEACE!
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5.31.07 - 10.35am
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this is me, procrastinating
because i should be packing
but.. instead i will update
this, kindof.. hm life isss
absolutely amazinngg, and i
love my friends, and goingg
out everynightt :) ohh andd
my boyfriend is amazingg, u
should be jealous, haa joke
but you knowww! I feel like
im talking to myself, but
thats straightt..
oh yeahh. im a highschool
graduate, scary I knowww
a graduate who refuses to
work a day in her life haa
but thats finee.. cory phelps
and i leave for a week tomorrow
thankkkk GOD! islands of
adventure for 7 days straightt
ohhh DEAR! ohh i weigh 104
pounds, i knoww im proud of
myselff.. thankyou amazinggg
medicine and working out every
day of my damn life which im
completely sick of, but whatev
DDR is my lifeee hahah! :)
okayy well back to packing
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5.7.07 - 10.04pm
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soo, im starting to hang out with new friends
and there amazing, and fun to hang out with
but of course i still love chillen with the
girls, (well danielle, cory, tiff, & kristeen) I
haven't really hung out with any others.
i dont think im graduating high school, bc i've
missed so many days of school.. but oh well
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3.22.07 - 9.11am
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Sooo.. Spring Break has been absolutely amazing & boy free :)
I love hanging out with Danielle, Cory, Kimberly, Tiffany, Bethy :)
Sooo.. i have lost 9 pounds, 5 more to goo wooo hooo!
All new clothes, since old one don't fit.. blahh :)
okay to sum it up I LOVE MY LIFEEEEE
mommy is supposed to go to maine.. but silly mom didnt set the alarm
right and she mised her plan, so shes going tonight.. which equals
this whole weekend im parent freee :) which means danni is moving in with
me since she doesnt have to work for the rest of spring break
wowww :) okay im going ot call bethy now!
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1.23.07 - 9.08pm
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So.. this weekend was pretty much the most random thing ever.. but i had funn :)
Friday night.. yeah suckedd someone threw up in my car.. oh well
Saturday.. Me & Sydney decdide that we're gonna drive down to Tampa because that's where zach & justin were.. uhh we didn't tell them we were going and the whole way we were trying to find excuses as to why we were going.. "we won free bush garden tickets" "what room number" "we're going to the mal x 32047820487" haha funnnyy got completely wasted and it was amazing. and we stole from the hotell and took showerss lol .
Sunday.. i got kicked out of my hosue because i got home at 1230 at night, but im still here, what a shockerrrr
anddd next thursday im going to atlanta.. supposed to go with britt, danni, zach, mike, & brandon for britts birthday.. but she cant go thenn so me & zach are just gonna go sstay with the grandmaaaaaa
umm im really bored if im writing in this thinggggg
fridayy = tiffy's bday dinner & the globe (maybe)
feb 3 = brittanys birthday which equallssss i can get her id :) wooo hooo
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1.9.07 - 6.38am
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in 21 days
im going to atl
for britts bday
me
britt
danni
zach
mike
brandon
aka.. we're gonna
have a blast.. even
though its hard to top
off how much fun us 6
had on new years :)
GATORS ARE NATIONAL CHAMPIONS :)
WOO HOO.. i love my life
yes, yes I do
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12.26.06 - 9.26pm
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So.. my life is absolutely amazing.
i seriously couldn't be more happy.
My friends and boyfriend are amazing.
I sweatt Danielle, Brittany, Lacey, &
the zachary..
christmas was amazing
i got what I wanted
even though i didnt
really want anything but
yeah.. it was goood
I love everything :)
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11.21.06 - 2.13am
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so i dont really write in here anymore, ehh so what.
im going to atlanta tomorrow, and havent packed
zach is going to tennessee
i have a million things of homework but i choose watching
high school musical over doing it.
i just got anew pair of air forces, im black
tomorrow i have a party in euro, im excitied
im just randomly blurbing
jason is an asshole, i hate him a lot. he came over today
i saw every asian at one point tonight lol
gross
i have to pick up brittany at 12
not gonna lie, i prolly wont wake up for school tomororw
brand new is amazing hands down, and the shows were amazing
uhh text messages make me maddddd fuckkk
blah blah blha blah blah blah blah
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10.25.06 - 4.40pm
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So.. November 11 & 12 are gonna be the two best days of my life, and I am so freakin excited <333333
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10.11.06 - 10.10pm
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So i like this boy alot.. and well it sucks :(
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| Random Rant |
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10.9.06 - 12.57am
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my zoology teacher told the class that hwen I was a freshman I was tiny and i cried very easily and how much i've changed since then.. it was weird, i dont ever cry anymore, my friends made me a hardass lol & thats why i love them.
however i cried today over a stupid freakin boy. ewwwwww danielle is on the phone with him as we speak nad that scares me .. lol idk why,
im not going to homecoming, I dont want to go.. i'd rather sit at home and watch the florida game then go get ready all day and have to rush from appt. to appt. and hate the way everything looks and end up having a lousy night. but.. I am going to put on a dress , some heels, and straigten my hair and go take pictures with my friends because i think i'll regret it if i dont, heck im a senior.
the other day my mom was telling me that shes going to go out of town again and I was exctied as hell because hey i love having girls night when shes away. then she told me she was going to scotland even though she just was there in august for a wedding and now shes going to another wedding.. what a waste of money but i told her she had to take me and you know i was kidding I didn't expect her to say yes, but she did and now me and brittany are going to scotland in 23 days.. hell yeah!
my best friend is 18, ew thats so gross.. I dont wanna grow up! me & brittany are taking her away this weekend and she has no idea where we're going but it's gonna be sweet as hell.
Next week is halloween horror nights, ferakin stoked for that.. ew who says stoked! but oh well!
BRAND NEW IS ON NOVEMBER 11TH ME AND BRITTANY ARE GOING (: I sweattt themmm!!
i'm seventeen years old and 1/4 done with my senior year and have no idea waht im doing the rest of my life and that scares the hell out of me. i dont know where im going to college but I do know that i want to live in a one bedroom apartment by myself.. I want to be completely independent (well not money wise, thats what mommys for) I wanna live far away from orange park just because i've lived here so long i want a change in atmosphere. I want to visit my friends every weekend but i know that wont happen bc there gonna be scattered across florida and its going to suck.
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8.27.06 - 12.02am
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So i'm done with lame boys, seriously. They're pretty much all fucked up in their own way, so i'm just done for now. Dancing with my best friends in my kitchen at midnight, is probably my favorite thing to do in the world. Girls night was amazing (:
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8.14.06 - 10.14pm
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Pray for my baby ):
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7.3.06 - 6.51pm
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So this week has been the best week ever. Thursday was the Brand New concert in Orlando with Lori & Rach. Most amazing thing of my life. Considering there my favorite band and i never thought i'd see them in concert. Lori went down with no ticket so Rach wrote I need a ticket and in 2 seconds we had her one lol. Spent the night down there at Jasons lol. "Do you have brand new, do you have brand new"lol. Last night I just had so much fun. hanging with kris, heather, and my neice lol and everyone else. annndd my birthday is on saturday and the day after my other favorite band is playing at thee imperial. and i'm going (: (If patrick doesnt back out on me this time.. lol) friday & saturday orlando again for the car show.. wooo hoo (: i love life right now !
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6.12.06 - 3.51pm
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starting to realize how exciting it would be to move to georgia. looking into it now.. maybe i'll be a future warrior ( school mascot lol) loveeeee :)
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6.9.06 - 9.11pm
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i think someone is outside my window. and i'm scared. shiiiiitt
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6.9.06 - 9.09pm
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this is hardly the "amazing clique summer" i expected.
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